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If you don't know about Eyedea, you wouldn't understand this. R.Eye.P You were an inspiration. In a way, this song is for you, although also very personal.
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Just a poetry geek that happens to also like rapping.
Hello. I am simply a beaner that likes to rap. I wouldn't even call myself a rapper per se, I'm a writer. However, ever since I heard "Hard Knock Life" by Jay-Z when I was 5, I fell in love with hip-hop. I could tell you many things, hype myself up to make me look like a star...but I will let the music speak for itself. I could tell you a bunch of stuff about my tracks but...just shut up and listen, shut up and listen son.
Song Info
Genre
Hip-Hop • Positive Vibes
Charts
Peak #759
Peak in subgenre #46
Rights
2012 Jose A. Ortega
Uploaded
June 04, 2012
Track Files
MP3
MP3 2.9 MB • 160 kbps • 2:33
Lyrics
I stand alone surrounded by the corpses Of demons that haunted me, it was a slaughter I've burned every bridge over troubled water I found the place where the darkness dwells I wanna leave, but I've become comfortable in Hell For all of 19 years I've been in conflict with myself I'm insecure about every facet of my existence From the way that I'm living To the way I bury myself in my lyricism Confessing all my troubles to the microphone When it ain't like anyone actually listens I've been standing in the dark for too long I make my mistakes into art, but inside it's all wrong The pain is still sharp, penning sad song after sad song This is for all those that meet me Claim they'll always be there but leave me And for those that greet me Tell me to cheer up as if it was that f*** ing easy They say that I've changed, that it's harder to relate to me Good, my heart has no vacancy I'm happy to blatantly Call you out Y'all seem exactly the same to me And I don't believe that you are what you claim to be Flagrantly living a life of emotional vagrancy Some say that if I continue to live this way All this sh** might kill me one day but I suppose that that's okay I don't wanna live forever To be eroded by the weather Left behind by those that said that we'd always be together I just wanna make the most of my time Acting like I'm fine Trying to function with my messed up mind But I'm breaking down secretly Facing all my fears but they keep defeating me Doubts and insecurities are eating me Now I'm nauseous from all the bull sh** These people keep on feeding me so eagerly So who am I to trust when these people cause disgust? And build up rust on my happiness bus Until it fell apart and could no longer function But I suppose it doesn't matter what You're riding on the road to self destruction The struggle has gotten the best of me I have a tendency to wallow in painful memories I have most of the ingredients to happiness But I forgot the recipe Trying to balance being a fighter and a lover Don't judge a book by it's cover Because my story is just as f*** ed up as any other
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Da Artizt
Sep 06, 2012
My dude.... This track is SICK AS FUCK! by far on some real, its the best Ive heard in a while from you. The story is krazy. Ovearall you deserve these 5 stars... Keep doing your thang homie Artizt 714! West Coast!
emmamess
Jun 25, 2012
u've come a long way since i met ya - this track is raw and your vocals and lyrics hit hard.
FhyreMann Productions
Jun 07, 2012
This is a favorite of mine from u...Ur flow went well with the beat...Good sh** man...
Jerry Vicious
Jun 05, 2012
U have grown so much capo...I think I told u a while back...its all about repetition bro. If u have the hunger, the passion and the talent, everything else will fall into place. U are def riding this beat. I can tell you worked so hard on ur craft. This sh** is real hot man...great job fam
B-MIZE
Jun 05, 2012
Being absolutely serious here: Capo you just surprise me track after track. I've always enjoyed reading along with the lyrics to your songs because you are a fantastic writer, your lyrics are just so clever and raw emotion! When i first heard you a couple years ago, i used to say "You know, stay on beat and hold the syllables in the correct place and stay riding the flow" But now you've past that and are just finding your perfect flow and i'm really happy to say without a shadow of a doubt this is by far the best song i've heard from you (Delivery wise/and lyrically) The song is emotional and obviously means a lot to you, so i wish you luck with it and well done Capo. B-Mize