i can't express my regret to you,
you said i'm the devil and you loved me to,
i wish i could tell you you are beautiful and i'm so fucking sorry
taking pictures of your meltdowns inbetween fake frowns,
and those somber eyes
nihilistic tendencies and existential slurs,
I'm going back on everything to forget what i learned,
and when i'm with you,
you answer my cry for help
I hate myself
